as good as gone ..NOT.

you know what? i really wish i have a child now. so gorgerous and he/she is a child of my own. YES, MY VERY OWN, and of course w my mrkenneth too. :D now i dont have t envy all the parents w their child in their arms/prams or trying very hard t silent my screams of 'omg, so cuteeeeee' t avoid karhong/val/hassy's WTH look.

he/she will cry when he/she is hungry, sad, just poopoo, throw tantrum. smile and giggles when he/she she is happy. and he/she

..oh wait. lets just put as HE, it will make my typing easier.

will slowly learn how t crawl, how t walk, how t eat, how t say mama/papa. aww, and that pretty face of his would have woo me over to give him all the toys and candies he wants. and omg omg, i can imagine carrying him in my arms now.

lets say i am a very optimistic mother-to-be. (: